Feeling euphoric right about now. (at Courtyard Marriott)
If you only knew
if you only knew that
this heart is growing cold
and this love is fading away.
standing alone in the darkness
with no one to blame
but myself
for all this sorrow and pain
tear after tear bleeding away
i waited and waited
but you never came..
cuz without her i feel hopeless
like I’m empty
and worthless
living without purpose
smoking weed
snorting coke
doing dope
popping pills
trying to see how
all this shit feels
I’m a lost cause
disregarding everything
at all cost
not giving a fuck
trying to stay fucked up
not caring what it cost!
